How can this beI was told I would seeThat as the time passedThere would be less griefYou came in my lifeAnd stood by my sideHaving you with mewent far beyond prideThe pain is too muchToo much to bareI try to move onBut just get nowhereI know that for nowYou are much better offI know that you knowWithout you I'm lostI struggle insideI know it's not fairTo bestow upon youMy pain and despairI hope and I prayWherever you areYou feel just how muchYou are part of my heartI sit and I waitTime just goes byI pretend that I'm strongThen I just cryMaybe I'm crazyI've kept a bag of your stuffI'll bring it to you some dayI promise my little TuX.- your Dad